=((((((( !

gaahd , everything around e is chaning so fast , the coming & going of friends , the parents anger , diseases . just about EVERYTHING . you name it , and its happened to me , life sucks like this , and i wish it wasn't like this . =(

LingLeunngO9<3

LiingLeeunngCONFERENCE .

Soo , THURRSDAYNIGHT; QuocNguyen Spokkke , it was hella good , JesusCultureBand is Fuckn;BOMB . i love Melissa’s voiice ! i even got a picture with her !<3 Buuh’ During Service Me+Amber got kinda boreeed , so we drove arouund ! we went to in’n’ouut+Safewaaay; then came back about an hour left for quoc to speak . Then After We Wennt outish ; to Milpitas Squarre ? buuh’ Amber’s daddy called said its too late . Raaaaaawrr ! so we went hoooooome .

&FRiDAAYNiiGHT; Uhh , i think some old guy spoke for us ? and yeauh , i missed The Whole Morning+Afternoon Services’ =/ i was at home . LOL . Amber didn’t have her car today , so yeauh . i sat Next to Andrew+Abbas+christine . then we were like cameraWhoring [x Laddidadidaa . WORSHIPWASINTENSE .[; Afteer Me+Angela+Rebecca+Victor+JLiao+Jason+Vanessa / We all went to In’n’Out LOL .
Onna'The pictures we were camerawhoring with [x



&SATUURDAAAY; I got there at liek 12iish ? BBQ’! I spent fukn’ 15 dollars on a damn burger , GAYSHIT . Well , we chilled outside for a lil’ bit . Then we went to the outreach workshop thannng . After it ’ we headed out to Malls+santanaRow ? buht i went to ValleyFair Mall . We got the listt of things we needed to look for , and we fuodn this person with a blue shirt , <— that was onn our list , and apparenty her grandpa was in the hospital , he was really ill or something . So , we Prayed for her . [; @5ish , Graaciie had to go , so Amber Drove her home , which meant Elaine had to go too .. [; We got back to church around 5:3O , and we headed out to dinner w/ Brenda+Amber+Andrew+Albert+Alex+brian+abbas+Tom+ All those kiiids ! I got jambaJuice/half a cheeseburger . Then we saw JonYeh&Steve !LOL .Heccaaamiss Jon . Nywaaays; We Headed Back to church , and saw ERICWONG ,buuh’ after that we still had liek 1 hour to kill . So we were liek ASIANPICTURES ! and then , we Drove to Valco , And i was liek HEY! Vic is WORKING ! lol , and we dragged him out to take pictures with us . LOL , he said we ’ Gayafied ’ him . LOL .then when we got back to church , we were late . THE A/C BROKE . :[ we had to find ways to get air , LOL .Then after tthe whole ervice ended , we Socialized for a little . then ’ bouut 4O-5O of us went to Quicklys’ At milpitas Square . We even went with the band members [; thier hecca fuun to chill with , And apparently , We asaians are the mostr fun people HAHAHA . So , Me and amber and alex and Andrew and TIM MOAN [; played bs poker ? but i didnt and me and amber were just looking at the hot guys+sexy Cars there , cos there was a CarMeet There . teehee ! Then About 1AM ; PastorAnggela was liek okay kids ! gotta go home , Bcos’ your parents are gonna get mada at me LOL . So we went home . [; BUHT I DIDNT SLEEP . cos stupid ABBAS loves to call me at like 2AM . LOL best last day of lingleng .

&SUNDAYMORNING; i count this as the last day of lingleung , Buht . i usually count Sunday the last day , LOL , Well on this lovely Morning Quoc Spoke for us , [; Beautiful. ahahaha , i sat with eugenia+grace+christine . wwaiting For JonYeh’s ass to come sit with uus , but he came late , LOL .then After we all went to PepperLunch , My first timee . LOL i sat with grace+Steve+Victor+JonYeh, well tat wasnt;’ all at our table but it was that was around me ., LOL us ROL kids took up the whole restraunt , LITTLERLY ’ cept for this ONE table , LOL . The we Finished , Stupid Vic+Jliao , were having a contest who eats slower .. oh lord , LOL . teeehhee . After , we went to Boba , and yummm ! LOL

BEECCACHANG’sHOUSE ; After all the lingleung stuff was over , we drove Home to BeccaChang’s house , and her awesome parents made us all RootBearFloats. [; Yummy . LOL then we watched Taken , dammn . That dad was hella Baller LOL . i was like =O , you guys should watch that , it will open your eyes to what the world is really like , THENAFTER we ate dinner . and Becca+Grace came over , LOL at around 1Oish we took them back to Becca’s house , and then like i was eating Ramen , but it got really hot so i jsut poured the Soup out the window [; AHAHA .

ENNNNNNNNDOFMYWEEEKEND ! <3 lol , i was really tiered after all this , [; Buuhh’ it was reaaally reaaaly funn . Look forward to LingLeung Every Year

youuus'Acuuutaaay .

JASONOIKEPAHONG'SBASEBAAALLGAAMEETODAAY ! [;
LOL , im going there to cheer for him ! LOL . he said hes gonna hit good !
i told him to hiit a homerun for me . LOL daaammmnn , hes a cuutie , LOL
SOOO ! SummmerO9' i'm beggining to LOVE IT . <3 ahha ,Katarina+Calvin are in CA now . LOL oh Lord . this weeeks gonna be craaaaaaazy Nigggga; ahah . WERE GOING RIVERRAFTING=D YAAAAAAY . their comming over tonite too , LOL .
asdfghjkl;' im hella bored . life should make things more exciting . teeehee .
i look&feel Like shiit right now . im like being HELLA Bipolar . LOL .
Tr

SUMMERO9'

LaaastDaaay Of school was on the 17th , it was hella saad . buuh' its over now .
eighth Graade Flewby HELLA FAAST ! On the last day it brought back hella memories of the yeaaaaar . it was the year i had the LEAST drama . ANNNYWAYYYS .
SUMMERO9' Started off on a retarded noote .with fuhreaking choir . I had a concert at Prince of peace . and 2 at Saratoga high . goddaaaamn Hellla Tiring tho . TODAY was the first official day of summmer kind of for me . i had hella fuuun ! Leeeo Maaade my daay Great ! Me and my sister haada' Nice long talk on that rock . LOL . i evn got a TAN ! [; i LAAAAAHVE LEOO !<3 so like i had fun cos' i gotta see all those people today .
LoveeeEmm' 'cept for some of em' buth ehatever . LOOOOOL ! Im tired of blogging , so ill catch up latterr ! <3

DXC todaaaaay . but im not going in [: cos' i have to pay 12 dollars [:
unless nathan wants to pay for me . AHHAAHAH . SOOOO Liiikkke Currenntlly gettinnng reaadddy so i can meet theeem up at the UCbaartt. LOL SAAAAAAAN FRAAAN here we come [; im freeezzziinnng right now . so ill end this blog latteeeeeer . and ima go get ready .
byyee noow !

its likkeee im falling in love all over agaaain [:

i had a pretty Decent weeek , [: thaaanks to Naathaan for makingit better <3
i laaahve you ! ahah , so llike almost EVERYDAY this week , he brought me like hot chocolate + orange juice cos' im sick . haha what a gentlemaaan , [: he was the highlight of my weeeek , Tuesdaaay was alright , not much to do . we learned alloooot .fun fun fun ! me and STiiNE THOMPSOON are gonna sing our perseantation , Lemonade - Passion . Hope we get a GOOOD GRAADE [: and and and fifth period mrs. barrington told me never to bring that mug again , AHAHAH cos; i spilled my orange juice .[: then byeauh , slept through bewley . OOH DiD i MENTiON CAM yelled his ass off at me ? LOL
fun fun fun , then wensday , i didnt do much , TODAAAY nathan brought me hot chocolate ,[: and we took panoramic pictures . and me and ashley were making faces .
AHHAHA stupid people like kevin and them were throwing up signs , and the guy wouldnt take the pictuure till they put thier shit down , AHHAHA [:
weeeeeellll summaary of my weeek [:
ME + J.REYES had ouur babbyy [: our alien baby <3 i did NOT trow it away .
i LOVE THE BEAUTiFUL FAAAAAACE .

Screw my life .

this song really makes me cry ,cos'i think back on alla' shit that i done to people
i dont know why but this song really makes me thinnkk bout life . and something tat has happened to me .. it reaaally just pours it out on me .

It's all coming back to me
That thing is here again
Could it be that it's destiny
Or pure co-incidence

I close my eyes and wonder why
Do I have to feel this feeling again
And now that I open my eyes
I realize that love is here to stay

Chorus:
And now I share my life with you
Provin that love could be true
Givin you all that you need
A perfect love that's so sweet
I'm sure I'll be loving you the best that I can

Can't believe thid is happenin
I thought the fire has gone
Till you took me in your arms
Refilled my life with warmth

So here I find myself again
Unlockin chains of my heart and lettin in
A feeling that i thought had left
And now I welcome love back with open arms

Chorus:
And now I share my life with you
Provin that love could be true
Givin you all that you need
A perfect love that's so sweet
Swearing I'll be loving you the best that I can

Bridge:
I've felt the pains of love before
Don't wanna feel this anymore
I've locked my heart and tried to live alone

But when you came into my life
You thaught me how to love anew
And I'm gonna risk it all for you

And now I share my life with you
Provin that love could be true
Givin you all that you need
A perfect love that's so sweet
I'm sure that I'll be loving you
The best that I can

And now I share my life with you
Provin that love could be true
Givin you all that you need
A perfect love that's so sweet
I'm sure that I'll be loving you
The best that I can